English is precious in my life. I thought my English skill is not so high. There are so many people who can speak even in Japan. So, I gave up to appeal English as my advantage. However, probably, this will be appreciated in Japanese society. I realize that I should confident in my English skill. I got this skill when I stayed African country as volunteer work. It may be a rare experience (even though I did not think like that) in Japan.
Now, I am struggling with my current job. I fear every day. But I think my English skill will be taking me somewhere. It will protect me. It releases me from difficulties to live.